By Your Side

Whenever I think about it,I always stay in the decision to not having any relationship. I guess I'm already finally realized that I don't want to be hurt,by my own feelings and by the girl that I liked. Maybe that's why I always run away from that kind of conversation I had with my friends,I always wanted to feel those feelings that I forgot. Even though sometimes I wanna know why I let you slide away,but I hope one day I'm gonna realize before it's too late. Because when I think of you,and the way I looked at you. I can't stop thinking about our days together,and the time we first met. The only think that I really regret is when I don't fight for my own feelings and only wishing you happiness when you're together with my own best friends. Since that time I always change my view in how I looked at you,can't stop blaming myself for the foolishness that I've done. Even if I can start again will I make the same mistakes? Or will it still end the way it ended before. But in the end,all I wanted is for you to understand my feelings for you and how much I love you. Even when I made this post,my feelings for you will never change.