welp,i messed up -__-"

So,the end of March is near and I just remember about this blog. Yup,for the past few weeks I have a lot of things to take care of and I must say that finally I've got some stuff to do after 3 months of free time. Even though it's only taking care of my niece and helping my friends with his problem about confessing his feelings to the girl he liked,and attending my friends wedding. But because of that I'm forgot about this blog and I'll try to start update more stuff into this blog.

By the way,I've found a drawing that I made since high school and I have to say that bring back memories of my high school though. I mean it's been 3 years that I'm graduated high school and after the graduation ceremony I've been completely ignore all of my friends chat to me,and the first time I met them again is right when his wedding only. I'm pretty sure they surprised to see me after all this year I've been missing from their life lol,but that was the time we talked a lot about of things that happen after we graduated.

The problem is they ask me to come this Saturday to hang out with them and there's only one word that I can say when they asked me to come,shit. Yup,that's it. Shit. I'm fucked up the moment they asked me to come,so I hope there's nothing bad happened this Saturday after all I'm not the person who liked to meet a lot of people. Yes,I'm a shut in type person. Got a problem with that? xD

We Are X has a deep story

Hey guys so today I've finally got to watched a film called We Are X,it's a documentary film about a band called X JAPAN and it's my favorite Visual Kei band. So after 2 years the film been released I finally got the chance to watch it thanks to my friends who has the copy and I don't know where'd he get one,the film itself tells about all of the members about how they were before they joined X JAPAN. And the interesting part is we finally can see how Yoshiki tells about his past,about his loss when his father died,X JAPAN bassist Taiji out from the band,X JAPAN disbandment and the most important thing is Hide died.

In the film's poster there's a quote says "The Story is bigger than the movie",it's not wrong at all. When I watched it I can feel the emotions through the story and the impact,and because my grandmother were passed away in February this year I've been gone to a part where I feel loss because one of the women that I respect has passed away,and in that film Yoshiki said "To make great art you have to feel how was heartbreak feels like".

I got to admit though,He's right. Because when my grandmother died I can write a lyrics dedicated to her and made me realized even though she's gone. She's still lives in my heart as long as I remember her. And I've been a fan of X JAPAN since my childhood and thanks to this film,my love for X JAPAN keeps growing. To Yoshiki,much love and gratitude from me. Thank you for your beautiful songs and thank you for sharing all of your life experience.