Inspiration

Inspiration,huh? Well that's a good topics for today because to be honest,i literally doesn't have any good topics to bring up for today. Well,if i listen to all of the band that i liked i always found their lyrics have some deep meaning in it. As example,The Beatles in one of their song called "Let it Be",were actually hold a deep meanings because the lyrics were made by Paul McCartney after his mother named Mary passed away (if i'm wrong,please tell it in the comment because i forget about the reason he made the lyrics). And a Japanese Visual Kei band named DIR EN GREY in one of their song called "VINUSHKA",mentioning about the tragedy of Atomic Bomb in Hiroshima and Nagasaki that happened in 6th and 9th August 1945. And when some of you that already listened to their song,you can feel the emotion that they expressed in their lyrics. And now back to the main topics,why i bring up those famous names? Their lyrics were actually the one made me feel that music is not only about the instruments,but the deep meanings we felt in the lyrics as well. So when i try to made one of my band lyrics,i made those lyrics about my pain when my girlfriend passed away back in 2014. But when the lyrics were done,i've realized that it's not just about me. There still a lot of people who suffered out there,so i want to convey their feelings into the new lyrics that i wrote.

Some of the lyrics i have done is about a babies who were abandoned by their parents just because they are an illegitimate child,and what i mean by abandoned is they're been aborted. So the lyrics mentioning about,what if the child could express their feelings just because they're an illegitimate child it doesn't mean that they doesn't have the right to live. And how would they feel if they can see about the thing that their parents done to them even though they wasn't born yet,can they forgive them or not.

Rainy Days

Finally,after a long hot sunny days. It's going to be a rainy day after all,even though it's already night time but whatever. I always sleep late though,Why do i like rain? Well,before i moved back into my hometown i've been lived in Bogor,West Java Indonesia. It's a little bit close to Jakarta but i like the weather because i'm already used to living in the Rain City,after all that was the place in Indonesia that always rain. So,after all that time spent in Bogor. My parents told me to moved back with them so i can accompany my dad,and i can tell it this city is hot as shit. When i'm outside,i can't hold longer than 5 minutes there. And once my parents ask me why i never bothered to leave the house for a second just to go outside hanging with my friends,when i told them it was freaking hot my parents told me to accept the weather condition. Some of you maybe think that i'm exagerrating but i'm gonna tell you,that i'm NOT exagerrating this condition. i prefer a whether that was cool enough for me to go outside.

I really wanted to go outside when it was a little bit cooler and if the streets were not too crowded with people who wanted to go on a date,because when people go on a date the traffic jam just becoming more worse than it was. And if it were hot,it will be a hell for motorcycle user lol. So with the weather condition that made people suffer as if they were in hell,i choose to stay in my house enjoying the sound of rain hits the roof and the wind breeze pass my body lol.

A Repeated Question in My Life

I always sick of getting asked about girlfriend and why am i single all the time,first i'm some unemployed dude who needs to DROPOUT from college because my family financial problems. Do you get it now brah? FINANCIAL PROBLEMS damn it,that's why i don't bother looking for a girlfriend. The funny thing is,having a relationship especially in Indonesia you have to be ready being a personal bellboy,personal  piggy bank and a personal driver. Yes you read it very clearly,a PERSONAL DRIVER. And that's not all,some of the girls here are not accepting any condition that you have like they are some 5-star celebrities or shit. Like example of when you pick your girlfriend for a date they're not willing to go on a date if you came pick them by a motorcycle,they prefer it if you guys pick them up with a car. Damn girls,don't you realize sometimes your boyfriend need to take care for all of your shopping and the fancy dinner they give to you because you doesn't even wanted to eat if they treat you to eat some Hamburgers.

Because all of those thing that their girlfriend wanted,the boys sometimes were already at the edge of bankruptcy that they doesn't even have some money to spare for the gas money. And don't forget the fees for all of the shopping that you want in the store with famous brand on it,and when you already took almost all of the cash you just told your boyfriend to pick it for you. Seriously,damn girls don't you even realize your boyfriend almost break their body working to get those cash?? Have a self-consideration for your couples will you. By the way,all of the price that were spent for it sometimes could reach a hundred thousands nominal and a million nominal. Does it really worth it to spent all of those cash like that? If you ask me,it seriously doesn't worth it at all. I prefer to spent my money for myself than treat a girl for date,I remember hanging out with my friends and bought some Bourbon Whiskey,Pack of Marlboro Cigarettes and some Hamburgers,and i only spent an IDR 95.000 but for a one night date I can spent more than that. It's because for the date,you need to watch a movie,than a dinner at some fancy Steak House and some gifts every month to commemorate the days when you started dating.

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So if you ask me why i prefer to be alone,that is why. I still wanted to enjoy the things that i have now,and i still have to focus on my band activities. And i wanted look for a job so i can do things that i want,if i have to look for a girlfriend i wanted a girl who can goes to a date by herself,paying all of the things that she wants by herself,and split the bill when having some dinners. You got a problem with that? LOL~!!!

Unforgettable Feelings

Hey guys,when i'm making lyrics i've been thinking. Love is really like a cloudy sky don't you guys think? So,this is really bring me back some nostalgic feelings from highschool. Because around that time i've been dating a girl,and the way that we've dating is a little bit funny to me. After all it couldn't count as a nice approach because when i'm in highschool i SERIOUSLY does not in my deepest part in my brain,thought that i'm gonna have a girlfriend when i'm in highschool. But fate came to me in a different ways and i meet my girlfriend in some odd ways,and she leaves me with another odd ways by fate. What i mean by odd ways is that we meet in some class meeting when she just recently broke up with his boyfriend at that time and i just the regular anti-social anime loving kid who sits in the corner of my class only to watch anime.

And after the class meeting over,we were divided into some groups to disscuss about the event that my school going to made at that time. And unfortunately i was in the same group as her,when we start to made the agenda she just cried because she still doesn't move on from him. Well my friends were being an ass and told me to calmed her down,because i doesn't have any clues to calm a woman down when she was burst in tears i just come to her and roll some animes in her laptop and leaves to do the duties that given by my team leader. After that she just gone quiet and came to me,just sits right beside me and doesn't even start some conversation to me or hell. Of course it's a very awkward moment for me and her,but then she just laughed at me and said to me that i'm some inexperience dude when handling a girl. I just replied to her that i seriously doesn't even bother what happen to you as long the assignment that given to us were done in the right time (seriously,no bullsh*t lol),and then she told me if there is something i need to know i just need to ask her. And just after that moment we became close to each other until i started to ask her out,just right at that time i confessed to her and she accept it.

When we were dating,we doesn't have any lovers quarrel and we were talked about our differences so we could understanding each other. And my relationship with her were lasted for a month and half,posting this is really hurting me so bad because of some memories that i had but i'm gonna keep it going. There is one thing that she doesn't talk me until before we were part ways,so when i'm already dating her for a month she's got hospitalized and i doesn't even know if she's not texting me when she just got hospitalized. That was the time when she told me that she's got TBC (Tuberculosis) and she feel bad if she told me,she thinks that i'm gonna leave her. I told her that i am already accept her for what she is even if she has some illness,and i promised her that i'm going to keep her company until she's out from the hospital. Back then my hair is a little bit longer than now,so when my relationship with her already reached a month and half she told me that she wanted to look me with short hair. So i told her that when i'm going home,i'm gonna cut it shorter for her. But that promise is one promise that i can't keep for her and i'm still guilty for it. Because right when i'm going home she just let out her last breath,RIGHT when i leave her to go home. And when i'm going to meet her my friends told me they're going with me and said that i need to wear black outfit to meet her.

Right after me and my friends step inside her room,i saw that all of my friends were already there with her parents and all of them were waiting for me to meet her for the last time. I was speechless at that time and shocked to know that she's gone forever,her parents thanked me for stayed at her side until the very end and gave me a letter from her. A letter that were wrote right after she was hospitalized saying that she was very sorry she couldn't fulfill the promise that we made and sorry for leaving me first. And her parents told my friends to leave the both of us alone so i can say my goodbyes for her,and i didn't tell anything because i was crying right beside her. Can't accept the fact that she leaves me forever and told me to move on. That's why i said that fate made me and her met in an odd ways and make us parted way in another odd ways as well,i just didn't realize the moment she wanted to see me with short hair was the last time that i'm gonna saw her.

Sorry

Hey guys,sorry for not posting for this few days. I've been busy watching some anime lol. Well i've been watching anime since i'm 4 years old so i guess this is already became a habit for me,and this season anime is so interesting to watch. Recently i just watch Mahotsukai no Yome and Blend S,Mahotsukai no Yome is about a girl named Hatori Chise who've been bought from an auction by a magician named Elias Ainsworth. Ainsworth bought Chise to teach her to be a magician like himself,and then to become his wife. And Blend S is about a girl named Maika who worked at a cafe called Stille,but this cafe is a lil bit interesting because the character she have to used to serve the guest as a sadist lol.

And i've been busy making some lyrics for my band,the lyrics is still doesn't finish yet so i guess today post need to end a lil bit faster. Seriously i'm apologizing from the bottom of my heart about this.

Hypocrite

Sooo guys,today i'd like to discuss about this kind of topic because lately it's been bugging me. Before i've formed my band with my guitarist,he's made his own EDM song and posted it in his YouTube account and sometimes he posted his song in his Line group. The feedback? He's got some like in his YouTube account,but it's the opposite in his Line group. Everytime he posted it in his Line group,there's only one or two people that watching it,as for the others they just ignores it. So,as i ask him to made a band,he tries to changes his song genre from EDM into some Punk Rock and Slow Ballad. Because we don't have any vocalist we just some Hatsune Miku apps for Windows,and everytime he posted our song he told me how much likes we've got and as a matter of facts he admitted to me that our new song were getting more likes than his own song he made before.

But,there is this one problems that we've had. Our "friends",yeah for god sake our "friends" in our Line group started to blaming me for what happens to his music. Such as the genre,the vocals,and the songs itself,i've just found it because when my band guitarist posted his own song in his Instagram account. He used the lyrics that i've made for him,but there is this one dude telling him in the comment that everything about his music were changed because of me. And seriously i just like "What the F*ck??!!",why do you have to blamed me dude?? Why don't you blame yourself at the first place?? Damn,if i can tell you in person i'm gonna punch your face dude. I mean,where were you when my band guitarist posted his song,why don't you give him some feedback or some stuff like that?? Afterall,I'm not the one who come into his house just to having some shelter for you and your girlfriend.

Seriously though,i've never wanted to bring this kind of topics up but it's already sickens me. And i'd like you to give some comments about what should i do to deal with this kind of person,i've already deal with this kind of person many times till it makes me don't want to deal with them in person. Thank you guys for reading today post.

Reunion

Don't you find it funny when you meet your best friend after a long time? Well,that is the reason why i don't posted anything in my blog yesterday. I attended a reunion and stayed over at my friends house,well damn that was pretty good you know. We have some booze and shared what we've been through this past year,and when me and my friends were talking i've just realized. How the time flies so fast and we didn't even recognize it,and how we remember the mistakes that we've made and saw it pass us by. To me it really leave an impact of growing up.

And,after we realized that we're already grown up. Sometimes the nostalgic feelings just came back through and let you recall all those times,don't you think? We start remembering the feelings to falling in love for the first time,the first heartbreak and the feelings being together as a group. And,sometimes you remembered about the first fight you had with your best friends for the first time and stuff like that,but after all those times and we meet again with them. You can see how they have changed,like when i met my friends yesterday he told me that he was already married and have 2 kids. And the others were come to me and told me that this year their gonna get married too,so it just let us saw that all of us were already changed.

The pictures above that i used is my times when i'm still in highschool and college,it is really give me this nostalgic feelings even after all this time. And a lot of my friends,including me need to resign from our college to get a job to helped our parents because of Financial Crisis in our family. So,when i'm looked at this pictures again it really makes me grateful for the chance i've been given. And for the times that we spend together,it is really precious for me. And i hope i can saw my friends again after all of us were already start a new life and have a new family.

So,what do you guys think about this post? what do you guys feel about nostalgic feelings of highschool? or what do you guys talked about when you held a reunion? please let me know in the comments,see you guys tomorrow~!! つ＞ｗ＜）つ

My Favorite Western Music

Hey guys,what do you guys think about Western Music these days? I'm personally like some western music like The Beatles,Guns N' Roses,Oasis,and AC/DC. The person who got me hooked into some old school western song was none other than my dad,when i'm 4 years old (the same time i discover X JAPAN songs) my dad like to make me and my siblings listen to The Beatles song. My first The Beatles song that i heard is Let it Be,and the second one is Hello,Goodbye. And for the other old school band that i mention before,i heard it from the album my dad bought when i'm still 6 years old.

As for the 2000's western music i really like Linkin Park,My Chemical Romance,Nickelback and Lenny Kravitz. The first western band that i've listen to is Linkin Park when Numb was released,and then the second one is Lenny Kravitz with his song called I'll be Waiting. And then of course My Chemical Romance and the last one is Nickelback,the person who got me hooked into all of the 2000's is my brother. It starts when he learned how to play guitars and all of the one that i mentioned was in his training list,except for Lenny Kravitz though. I've heard his song for the first time as the ending song of Death Note : The Last Note,and that was the time when i keep japanese music and western music in my playlist.

But,as for now i just listening to all of the band that i mentioned. Because to be honest,western music these days aren't really i can listen to. The first reason is that i don't really like some DJ stuff and the second reason is because some bands with some great music is not too many like the late 1990's and the 2000's (the 2000's that i mentioned doesn't include the 2013 till now),so i just played the western music that i had from before.

So,what do you guys think about western music these days? please leave a comment for me if you wanted to talk about it more and we can discuss it. See you guys in tomorrow posts~!! つ＞ｗ＜）つ

doesn't have idea to make a new lyrics

Hey guys,i wanted to ask you something. Especially to all of you that in a band,what's your idea to make some great lyrics? This few weeks my mind can't come with some good lyrics for my band,and i'd like to ask you for some advice. Usually i've got some ideas when i just take a stroll outside or hanging out,either it with my friends or i'm hanging out alone but recently i can't come up with some new ideas for the lyrics. And it was sucks because my band guitarist already ask me for some new lyrics.

So,how does any band members can come up with this good lyrics when they were stuck in making some lyrics? That is something that i really like to know.so if you guys come up with some great ideas or inspiration can you guys tell it to me in the comments,if you guys wanted to do it that will be nice.

Well,since we were in this kind of topic i like to mention that there is some great band with some simple lyrics. Like,BOOM BOOM SATELLITES,BRADIO,RADWIMPS,LUNA SEA and X JAPAN. I have to admit it that their lyrics were amazing,and they can find some great rhymes for their music as if like that their music were alive. So,this kind of things is something that i really wanted to learn so we can post my bands music into this blog. So for today i wanted to show you some of my bands music. So,as that being said i present to you HIKAREN featuring Hatsune Miku - Red Rising Sun. Made with Fruity Loops app,hope you guys enjoys it~!!! つ＞ｗ＜）つ

why i love X JAPAN

Hey guys,today one of my friends asked me what makes me got hooked into X JAPAN's song. So i'd like to tell you why i love X JAPAN,it start when i'm still 4 years old and around that time MTV was the most popular Music Channel in Indonesia. And i remember correctly the first Promotional Video of X JAPAN that being aired was Rusty Nail 1994 Anime version,because i've been watched Anime since i'm little i thought that was some series that being aired because around that time some Animes like Saint Seiya,Dragon Ball and Rurouni Kenshin were very popular.

So,i remember it very clear when i saw it for the first time Hide became the antagonist at the beginning,and Toshi,along with Heath and Pata becoming some Resistance Group that helping people from the havoc that Hide start in the video. And long story short there is this one girl that Hide wanted to abduct and as she hides in some abandoned church,pray for some help while she's crying. Hide cames in and take that girl and her tears drop to the altar and wake Yoshiki that shaped in form of an angel. And you know how it's end with some action anime ending lol.

That Promotional Video were so great that everytime i watched MTV i always sit in front of my TV just waiting for that video to be aired again,so as i growing up i always curious about that song and when i'm 7 years old,that was the first time in my life i saw X JAPAN Last Live in 1997. And to tell you the truth i didn't even know that it was their Last Live,because i was born in 1997 just a few days after the Last Live at the night after Christmas Eve. So long story short,that was the time i really looked into X JAPAN and always search for their albums (and seriously,i don't even know that Rusty Nail were been sung in that Live performance),and when i was in 5th grade i open YouTube for the first time and found another X JAPAN song called 紅 (Kurenai).

That was the time i really looked all of X JAPAN song and until Yoshiki posted the Rusty Nail 1994 Anime version in his YouTube channel,i realized that was the anime i watched when i was kid (i still think that as an anime at that time). And that was the time that i know Hide were long gone,but that still makes me hooked into their song until now and even though there were lot of japanese song that i listen until now. X JAPAN were the only one that leave me stunned,and i decided to play drums since when i saw Yoshiki in their live videos.

And,so there you have it the reason why i become a fan of X JAPAN. what do you guys think about X JAPAN? Leave me a comment about your impression of X JAPAN and we can talk about it together. See you guys in another post for tomorrow つ＞ｗ＜）つ

Drum Days

hey guys,so today is Drum Days in Japan. And i'm already seen some pictures in Instagram and some post in Twitter about this Drum Days with #ドラムの日,i'm already post some pictures to both in Instagram and Twitter but i want to post some picture that i took for this Drum's Day

I have ask my friends that staying in Japan about how today become a Drum Days,and he said it was how 10th October will be 10-10 if it change into numbers and he told me if we took the number 1 out of it it will be look like a Tom 1 and Tom 2 in Drum Kit.

and as i think about this he told me that most of the drummer in Japan were hyped about it and he told me to post some picture too in my blog to commemorate in this Drum Days,so i've already post some and before i'm gonna finish today's post i'm going to post another pic.

and that being said,what do you guys think about Drum Days? let me know in the comment if you want to tell me about your opinion and then we can talk about it together. so see you guys tomorrow つ＞ｗ＜）つ

confused

hey guys,recently i've been thinking. why kids these days always motivated to start a relationship?
i'm personally interested in girls but i've never interested to start a relationship,maybe when we start growing up we already seen world in a different perspective i guess.
but it doesn't change the fact that kids always wanted to start a relationship to show it off to their friends.

and i've been seeing my niece who recently just started her first semester in middle school,and right before the final exams before she graduate in elementary school she start trying to show off some her persona (i guess,i seriously forget the word to describe it). until it makes her mom a little bit piss off,because her score starting to degress for a little while and she start wearing some make-up and always go look at herself in the mirror and thinking is she were nicely dress or not.

well for me who already feels the real world,become a little bit uneasy everytime i saw her,because she just wanted to be looked by the boys in her class and i literally confused. yeah i know,it was the stage where you start to interested in somebody you think look cool or whatever but it doesn't change the fact that there is still future ahead of her don't you think?

and yesterday her lil'sister asked me if i have been in a relationship because of the way she looked at her older sister really creeping her out,"of course i've been in a relationship" i replied to her but when i dating my ex i've been thinking too you know like how i'm not even work yet but i wanted to treat my ex to some steak house when i'm still expecting my parents to give some allowance to go there.

and there is one time when i hang out with my friends and they asked me if i'm already start dating again or not and i was like

okay,so that's everything i'm gonna post this time,what do you guys think? if you interested in this kind of topic too let me know in the comments and we gonna talk about it together. see you~

my first post

to tell you the truth,this is my first time doing this thing so i hope it would be great in the end and i can keep doing this.
so in here i'd like to tell you all about everything that i do and i hope you enjoy it.
my name is Hanif,this year i will be 20 years old,my hobby is drumming and listening to music.
i have a band by the way,well we have some song but it still not published yet lol.i hope we can publish it later.
so i guess i'll try to post everyday and try this to be my new activity lol

today i want to talk about music,what are your type of favorite music? i like hearing J-Music and my favorite band is X JAPAN.
i always wanted to go to X JAPAN concert though (too bad X JAPAN never held a concert in Indonesia).
i hope they have the chance to perform here i guess,well that's one thing i'd like you to know about myself and let's get back to the topic.
if you wanted to tell me what your type of favorite music please leave a comment.

so i'm gonna end it here for today,tomorrow i'm gonna post something in my blog again,see ya tomorrow ☆
video source : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mfqrDglJaAc